In memory of those who died of covid

In memory of those who died of covid , lucids dreams; China Virus is doing the same as the evil holako and Genghis Khan the barbarian did before killing 10% of earth population , this virus also killing human and animal, millions of pets, minks,bats, and wild animal died of this virus beside the human. Older people ,teens and children are dying.It robbed us from our loved one, destroyed our economy and jobs, lead millions to file for bankruptcy, commit suicide, divorce and go into deep depression. Continue Reading →

Christmas Blues

Christmas Blues; I remember when I lost my mom, who raised my 11 of us, days before Christmas; or when I lost my younger brother, he was killed by an Iranian in Baghdad city; or when my oldest brother Sam when he ran from Baghdad to the US Then died in the US a few days after the holidays. Then my beloved Cat Smokey passed away on December 26th, 2019 at age 13 , after his heart operation. They all in my heart and I pray for them and still count God blessing and Accept his give and take rules.

Frequently, the memories of a hard time can carry over into Christmases yet to come and feelings of sadness well up in our hearts and cast a fog around the bright lights of the day. Continue Reading →

Envy is the prison of the spirit

My discovery of the miracle of the holy books

Envy is the prison of the spirit

Quran miracle showed that the bible 72 demon of King Solomon in one of the Quran chapter.

The 72nd chapter of the quran  entitled AL- Jinn (The Jinn), as well as the heading and introductory Basmalah  of the next chapter entitled  al-Muzzammil  (The Enshrouded One). 

In the Bible King Solomon managed in God help to captured and put to his service 72 of those jinn / demons. Each having multiple legions each legion is 6000 lesser demons.

The jinn are said to be creatures with free will, created from ‘smokeless fire’ by God According to the Quran, jinn have free choice, like human, and Satan used this freedom in front of God by refusing to bow to Adam when God commanded him to do so, later he denied God and fake the words to make human sin and go far away from God.

 By refusing to obey God’s order he was thrown out of the Paradise and called “Shaitan” (Satan). In the Quran, jinn are frequently mentioned and the Surah (chapter) number 72 of the Quran is called Al-Jinn (the Jinn). This chapter is entirely about the jinn (evil and demons)

Surah (Chapter) 27:17
God said that he; gathered to Solomon his army of jinn, humans and birds; gathered and dispersed.

In general, Jinn are mentioned 36 times in the Quran.   And in the bible LUK 8; 36 s a verse talking about a man who was possessed with a devil .and how that Jesus managed to cast the demon out in the name of God.

Sorat Yā Sīn (also Yaseen; Arabic 🙂 is the 36th sūrah of the Quran. It has 83 verses (āyāt). It is used among other ayaat to get rid of bad jinn, cleansing demons. Continue Reading →

Lucifer Satan and Caligastia the unholy trinity

Lucifer Satan and Caligastia the unholy trinity Since Michael elected to remain aloof from the actual warfare of the Lucifer rebellion, Gabriel called his personal staff together on Edentia and, in counsel with the Most Highs, elected to assume command of the loyal hosts of Satania. Michael remained on Salvington while Gabriel proceeded to Jerusem, and establishing himself on the sphere dedicated to God , the same Universal God whose personality Lucifer and Satan had questioned , in the presence of the forgathered hosts of loyal personalities, he displayed the banner of Michael, the material emblem of the Trinity government of all creation, the three azure blue concentric circles on a white background.

The Lucifer emblem was a banner of white with one red circle, in the center of which a black solid circle appeared.

There was war in heaven; Michael’s commander and his angels fought against the dragon (Lucifer, Satan, and the apostate princes); and the dragon and his rebellious angels  ( third of the angels ) who became falling angels – demonic ,ought but prevailed not.” This “war in heaven” was not a physical battle as such a conflict might be conceived on Urantia.

In the early days of the struggle Lucifer held forth continuously in the planetary amphitheater. Gabriel conducted an unceasing exposure of the rebel sophistries from his headquarters taken up near at hand. The various personalities present on the sphere who were in doubt as to their attitude would journey back and forth between these discussions until they arrived at a final decision.

But this war in heaven was very terrible and very real. While displaying none of the barbarities so characteristic of physical warfare on the immature worlds, this conflict was far more deadly; material life is in jeopardy in material combat, but the war in heaven was fought in terms of life eternal.

A LOYAL SERAPHIC COMMANDER

 There were many noble and inspiring acts of devotion and loyalty which were performed by numerous personalities during the interim between the outbreak of hostilities and the arrival of the new system ruler and his staff. But the most thrilling of all these daring feats of devotion was the courageous conduct of Manotia, the second in command of the Satania headquarters’ seraphim.

 At the outbreak of rebellion on Jerusem the head of the seraphic hosts joined the Lucifer cause. This no doubt explains why such a large number of the fourth order, the system administrator seraphim, went astray. The seraphic leader was spiritually blinded by the brilliant personality of Lucifer; his charming ways fascinated the lower orders of celestial beings. They simply could not comprehend that it was possible for such a dazzling personality to go wrong.He used his lies an deceits to win al those falling angels. 

 Not long since, in describing the experiences associated with the onset of the Lucifer rebellion, Manotia said: “But my most exhilarating moment was the thrilling adventure connected with the Lucifer rebellion when, as second seraphic commander, I refused to participate in the projected insult to Michael; and the powerful rebels sought my destruction by means of the liaison forces they had arranged. There was a tremendous upheaval on Jerusem, but not a single loyal seraphim was harmed.

“Upon the default of my immediate superior it devolved upon me to assume command of the angelic hosts of Jerusem as the titular director of the confused seraphic affairs of the system. I was morally upheld by the Melchizedeks, ably assisted by a majority of the Material been, deserted by a tremendous group of my own order, but magnificently supported by the ascendant mortals on Jerusem.

 “Having been automatically thrown out of the constellation circuits by the secession of Lucifer, we were dependent on the loyalty of our intelligence corps, who forwarded calls for help to Edentia from the near-by system of Rantulia; and we found that the kingdom of order, the intellect of loyalty, and the spirit of truth were inherently triumphant over rebellion, self-assertion, and so-called personal liberty; we were able to carry on until the arrival of the new System Sovereign, the worthy successor of Lucifer.

And immediately thereafter I was assigned to the corps of the Melchizedek receivership of Urantia, assuming jurisdiction over the loyal seraphic orders on the world of the traitorous Caligastia, who had proclaimed his sphere a member of the newly projected system of ‘liberated worlds and emancipated personalities’ proposed in the infamous Declaration of Liberty issued by Lucifer in his call to the ‘liberty-loving, free-thinking, and forward-looking intelligences of the misruled and mal-administered worlds of Satania.’”

This angel is still in service on Urantia, functioning as associate chief of seraphim.

HISTORY OF THE REBELLION

 The Lucifer rebellion was system wide. Thirty-seven seceding Planetary Princes swung their world administrations largely to the side of the archrebel. Only on Panoptia did the Planetary Prince fail to carry his people with him. On this world, under the guidance of the Melchizedeks, the people rallied to the support of Michael.

 Ellanora, a young woman of that mortal realm, grasped the leadership of the human races, and not a single soul on that strife-torn world enlisted under the Lucifer banner. And ever since have these loyal Panoptians served on the seventh Jerusem transition world as the caretakers and builders on the Father’s sphere and its surrounding seven detention worlds.

The Panoptians not only act as the literal custodians of these worlds, but they also execute the personal orders of Michael for the embellishment of these spheres for some future and unknown use. They do this work as they tarry en route to Edentia.

Throughout this period Caligastia was advocating the cause of Lucifer on Urantia. The Melchizedeks ably opposed the apostate Planetary Prince, but the sophistries of unbridled liberty and the delusions of self-assertion had every opportunity for deceiving the primitive peoples of a young and undeveloped world.

 All secession propaganda had to be carried on by personal effort because the broadcast service and all other avenues of interplanetary communication were suspended by the action of the system circuit supervisors. Upon the actual outbreak of the insurrection the entire system of Satania was isolated in both the constellation and the universe circuits.

During this time all incoming and outgoing messages were dispatched by seraphic agents and Solitary Messengers. The circuits to the fallen worlds were also cut off, so that Lucifer could not utilize this avenue for the furtherance of his nefarious scheme. And these circuits will not be restored so long as the archrebel lives within the confines of Satania.

 This was a Lanonandek rebellion. The higher orders of local universe sonship did not join the Lucifer secession, although a few of the Life Carriers stationed on the rebel planets were somewhat influenced by the rebellion of the disloyal princes. None of the Trinitized  been went astray. The Melchizedeks, archangels, and the Brilliant Evening Stars were all loyal to Michael and, with Gabriel, valiantly contended for the Father’s will and the Son’s rule. From this astrology was born  and practiced by  the hindu, buddhist , pharos and those who used to pray to idols in sumaria, akadia and babylonia and other old empires who believes in those entities and mistakened them as thier Gods.

 No beings of Paradise origin were involved in disloyalty. Together with the Solitary Messengers they took up headquarters on the world of the Spirit and remained under the leadership of the Faithful of Days of Edentia. None of the conciliators apostatized, nor did a single one of the Celestial Recorders go astray. But a heavy toll was taken of the Morontia Companions and the Mansion World Teachers.

 Of the supreme order of seraphim, not an angel was lost, but a considerable group of the next order, the superior, were deceived and ensnared. Likewise a few of the third or supervisor order of angels were misled. But the terrible breakdown came in the fourth group, the administrator angels, those seraphim who are normally assigned to the duties of the system capitals. Manotia saved almost two thirds of them, but slightly over one third followed their chief into the rebel ranks. One third of all the Jerusem cherubim attached to the administrator angels were lost with their disloyal seraphim.

Of the planetary angelic helpers, those assigned to the Material been, about one third were deceived, and almost ten per cent of the transition ministers were ensnared. In symbol John saw this when he wrote of the great red dragon, saying: “And his tail drew a third part of the stars of heaven and cast them down in darkness.”Like dark matter

 The greatest loss occurred in the angelic ranks, but most of the lower orders of intelligence were involved in disloyalty. Of the 681,217 Material beens lost in Satania, ninety-five per cent were casualties of the Lucifer rebellion. Large numbers of midway creatures were lost on those individual planets whose Planetary Princes joined the Lucifer cause.

In many respects this rebellion was the most widespread and disastrous of all such occurrences in Nebadon. More personalities were involved in this insurrection than in both of the others. And it is to their everlasting dishonor that the emissaries of Lucifer and Satan spared not the infant-training schools on the finaliter cultural planet but rather sought to corrupt these developing minds in mercy salvaged from the evolutionary worlds. It was like the war of the universe that’s lead to the what we see in the universe .God have to rearrange and balance everything.

The ascending mortals were vulnerable, but they withstood the sophistries of rebellion better than the lower spirits. While many on the lower mansion worlds, those who had not attained final fusion with their Adjusters, fell, it is recorded to the glory of the wisdom of the ascension scheme that not a single member of the Satania ascendant citizenship resident on Jerusem participated in the Lucifer rebellion.

Hour by hour and day by day the broadcast stations of all Nebadon were thronged by the anxious watchers of every imaginable class of celestial intelligence, who intently perused the bulletins of the Satania rebellion and rejoiced as the reports continuously narrated the unswerving loyalty of the ascending mortals who, under their Melchizedek leadership, successfully withstood the combined and protracted efforts of all the subtle evil forces which so swiftly gathered around the banners of secession and sin. You can read and search  more about the watchers as they were until Noah time helping him and they did have a great battle with the sinners and other demons.

It was over two years of system time from the beginning of the “war in heaven” until the installation of Lucifer’s successor. But at last the new Sovereign came, landing on the sea of glass with his staff. I was among the reserves mobilized on Edentia by Gabriel, and I well remember the first message of Lanaforge to the Constellation Father of Norlatiadek. It read: “Not a single Jerusem citizen was lost.

Every ascendant mortal survived the fiery trial and emerged from the crucial test triumphant and altogether victorious.” And on to Salvington, Uversa, and Paradise went this message of assurance that the survival experience of mortal ascension is the greatest security against rebellion and the surest safeguard against sin. This noble Jerusem band of faithful mortals numbered just 187,432,811.

With the arrival of Lanaforge the arch-rebels were dethroned and shorn of all governing powers, though they were permitted freely to go about Jerusem, the morontia spheres, and even to the individual inhabited worlds. They continued their deceptive and seductive efforts to confuse and mislead the minds of men and angels. But as concerned their work on the administrative mount of Jerusem, “their place was found no more.”

While Lucifer was deprived of all administrative authority in Satania, there then existed no local universe power nor tribunal which could detain or destroy this wicked rebel; at that time Michael was not a sovereign ruler.

The Ancients of Days sustained the Constellation Fathers in their seizure of the system government, but they have never handed down any subsequent decisions in the many appeals still pending with regard to the present status and future disposition of Lucifer, Satan, and their associates.

 Thus were these archrebels allowed to roam the entire system to seek further penetration for their doctrines of discontent and self-assertion. But in almost two hundred thousand Urantia years they have been unable to deceive another world. No Satania worlds have been lost since the fall of the thirty-seven, not even those younger worlds peopled since that day of rebellion.

THE SON OF MAN ON URANTIA

 Lucifer and Satan freely roamed the Satania system until the completion of the bestowal mission of Michael on Urantia. They were last on your world together during the time of their combined assault upon the Son of Man.

Formerly, when the Planetary Princes, the “angles of God,” were periodically assembled, “Satan came also,” claiming that he represented all of the isolated worlds of the fallen Planetary Princes. But he has not been accorded such liberty on Jerusem since Michael’s terminal bestowal. Subsequent to their effort to corrupt Michael when in the bestowal flesh, all sympathy for Lucifer and Satan has perished throughout all Satania, that is, outside the isolated worlds of sin.

The bestowal of Michael terminated the Lucifer rebellion in all Satania aside from the planets of the apostate Planetary Princes. And this was the significance of Jesus’ personal experience, just before his death in the flesh, when he one day exclaimed to his disciples, “And I beheld Satan fall as lightning from heaven.” He had come with Lucifer to Urantia for the last crucial struggle.

The Son of Man was confident of success, and he knew that his triumph on your world would forever settle the status of his agelong enemies, not only in Satania but also in the other two systems where sin had entered. There was survival for mortals and security for angels when your Master, in reply to the Lucifer proposals, calmly and with divine assurance replied, “Get you behind me, Satan.” That was, in principle, the real end of the Lucifer rebellion.

True, the Uversa tribunals have not yet rendered the executive decision regarding the appeal of Gabriel praying for the destruction of the rebels, but such a decree will, no doubt, be forthcoming in the fullness of time since the first step in the hearing of this case has already been taken.

 Caligastia was recognized by the Son of Man as the technical Prince of Urantia up to near the time of his death. Said Jesus: “Now is the judgment of this world; now shall the prince of this world be cast down.” And then still nearer the completion of his lifework he announced, “The prince of this world is judged.” And it is this same dethroned and discredited Prince who was once termed “God of Urantia.”

The last act of Michael before leaving Urantia was to offer mercy to Caligastia and Daligastia, but they spurned his tender proffer. Caligastia, your apostate Planetary Prince, is still free on Urantia to prosecute his nefarious designs, but he has absolutely no power to enter the minds of men, neither can he draw near to their souls to tempt or corrupt them unless they really desire to be cursed with his wicked presence.

Before the bestowal of Michael these rulers of darkness sought to maintain their authority on Urantia, and they persistently withstood the minor and subordinate celestial personalities. But since the day of Pentecost this traitorous Caligastia and his equally contemptible associate, Daligastia, are servile before the divine majesty of the Paradise Thought Adjusters and the protective Spirit of Truth, the spirit of Michael, which has been poured out upon all flesh.

 But even so, no fallen spirit ever did have the power to invade the minds or to harass the souls of the children of God. Neither Satan nor Caligastia could ever touch or approach the faith sons of God; faith is an effective armor against sin and iniquity. It is true: “He who is born of God  faith keeps himself, and the wicked one touches him not.”

 In general, when weak and dissolute mortals are supposed to be under the influence of devils and demons, they are merely being dominated by their own inherent and debased tendencies, being led away by their own natural propensities. The devil has been given a great deal of credit for evil which does not belong to him. Caligastia has been comparatively impotent since jesus and prophet muhammad came to this earth .Mohammed spoke to the Jinn and many tribes of demonic entities to enter the faith of submission to God , many did and many others went to be with different religions. King and prophet sulaiman’s once commanded the 72 legions of demonic entities along with thousands of thier followers  and let them work for him by God power ,imprisoned them and enslaved them  to do work in this earth for him.

PRESENT STATUS OF THE REBELLION

Early in the days of the Lucifer rebellion, salvation was offered all rebels by Michael in order by God. To all who would show proof of sincere repentance, he offered, upon his attainment of complete universe sovereignty, forgiveness and reinstatement in some form of universe service. None of the leaders accepted this merciful proffer.

But thousands of the angels and the lower orders of celestial beings, including hundreds of the Material Sons and Daughters, accepted the mercy proclaimed by the Panoptians and were given rehabilitation at the time of Jesus’ ,the devil mislead the people to believe that God is 3 and the trinity is God  . Thats why God sent muhammad as the last prophet and the seal to teach human and the demons that there is no God but one God and he is only the one must be worshiped , the creator and not to worship anyone else and that there are no trinity as this myth and lies was created by the devil and lucifer to mislead human.

 The arch deceiver has never been on Urantia since the days when he sought to turn back Michael from the purpose to complete the bestowal and to establish himself finally and securely as the unqualified ruler of Nebadon. Upon Michael’s becoming the settled head of the universe of Nebadon, Lucifer was taken into custody by the agents of the Uversa Ancients of Days and has since been a prisoner on satellite number one of the Father’s group of the transition spheres of Jerusem.

And here the rulers of other worlds and systems behold the end of the unfaithful Sovereign of Satania. Paul knew of the status of these rebellious leaders following Michael’s bestowal, for he wrote of Caligastia chiefs as “spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places.”

Michael, upon assuming the supreme sovereignty of Nebadon, petitioned the Ancients of Days for authority to intern all personalities concerned in the Lucifer rebellion pending the rulings of the superuniverse tribunals in the case of Gabriel vs. Lucifer, placed on the records of the Uversa supreme court almost two hundred thousand years ago, as you reckon time.

Concerning the system capital group, the Ancients of Days granted the Michael petition with but a single exception: Satan was allowed to make periodic visits to the apostate princes on the fallen worlds until another messenger of God should be accepted by such apostate worlds, or until such time as the courts of Uversa should begin the adjudication of the case of Gabriel vs. Lucifer. Mohammed was the last messenger and until this day lucifer deceive his followers to trust in the trinity and dont believe in Islam , Quran and the Torah that declared God is one. 

Satan could come to Urantia because you had no Son of standing in residence — neither Planetary Prince nor Material Son.  God have no sons and he is supreme he dont need any one otherwise he will be no god if he have family.

Machiventa Melchizedek has since been proclaimed vicegerent Planetary Prince of Urantia, and the opening of the case of Gabriel vs. Lucifer has signalized the inauguration of temporary planetary regimes on all the isolated worlds. It is true that Satan did periodically visit Caligastia and others of the fallen princes right up to the time of the presentation of these revelations, when there occurred the first hearing of Gabriel’s plea for the annihilation of the archrebels. Satan is now unqualifiedly detained on the Jerusem prison worlds.

 Since Michael’s final bestowal no one in all Satania has desired to go to the prison worlds to minister to the interned rebels. And no more beings have been won to the deceiver’s cause. For nineteen hundred years the status has been unchanged.

We do not look for a removal of the present Satania restrictions until the Ancients of Days make final disposition of the archrebels. The system circuits will not be reinstated so long as Lucifer lives. Meantime, he is wholly inactive. His lesser demons and satanic entities deceiving human and still taken order from him . Jesus ,moses and mohammed warned us about lucifer and the devil and how the evil one can whisper to human to do bad deeds and make them love sins and tempt them with lust, greed, and lies then destroying them with poverty and sickness.

But for ages the seven prison worlds of spiritual darkness in Satania have constituted a solemn warning to all Nebadon, eloquently and effectively proclaiming the great truth “that the way of the transgressor is hard”; “that within every sin is concealed the seed of its own destruction”; that “the wages of sin is death.” Continue Reading →

My mother Holy book and the black stone

My mother Holy book and the black stone; Without light, you slowly rotten from the inside, without God you allow the dark energy to seep into your body and it will reflect on your behaviour as a human. You do not notice it at first because the evil one work silently and relentlessly to coarse your spirit by getting you in his darkness.

Your brain and mind knows the truth and you have a choice to decide but you always follow the temptation and ignore the obvious and the danger, you let it go until it is too late. Then you will be noticing the change in your personality with increasing temperament, anger, fear, lack of patience, greed, lies, negative disrespectful personality, driven to lust and self destructive behaviors.

Leaving those who truly love you and care for you because you think that there is no romance and sparks, there is no chemistry and common interests between you and it is all the work of the devil to distant you away from the good people toward lust and self destruction.

The created universe is made of 68 % of dark energy, and 27% of dark matters their power lies in their ability to go unnoticed, like the black halls. The stars, suns, moons and all other planets make about 5% of the seen universe and the human been make  about 0.03% and that is a scientific fact.

Up to 60% of the human adult body is water. According to H.H. Mitchell, Journal of Biological Chemistry 158, the brain and heart are composed of 73% water, and the lungs are about 83% water. The skin contains 64% water, muscles and kidneys are 79%, and even the bones are watery: 31%.

Males of average height have about 4 grams of iron in their body, females about 3.5 grams.

Heavier elements were mostly produced much later, inside of stars. Hydrogen and helium are estimated to make up roughly 74% and 24% of all baryonic matter in the universe respectively.

Considering that this is a nuclear physics discussion, you might have guessed that the answer comes from the nuclear properties of iron. It happens that iron, and its closest neighbors, have the largest “binding energy” out of the 7000 different Isotopes.

Binding energy is simply the amount of energy we need to give to the atomic nucleus to break it apart into the protons and neutrons it’s made of. High binding energy means it’s harder to break this nucleus; it simply prefers to stay the way it is. On the other hand, a nucleus with low binding energy will be easily transformed into a different nuclear species, a different isotope or even a different element. In nature, this translates into having more of a particular type of element (high binding energy) and less of another (low binding energy).

Iron and its neighbors (elements between 22-30) occupy the top 38 places in the binding-energy ranking  . And this basic nuclear property affects the stellar processes that create elements in the Universe. As a result, the heaviest stars will create an iron core in their centers, but never go beyond that. A lot of the stellar processes will end around iron, and therefore matter accumulates in the form of iron or its neighbors.

I think that the dark energy and dark matters in the universe are a small mini / microscopic sub particles I called (VACUUM PARTICLES) smaller than helium.

When you turn on the light in your room the darkness disappears at once, the darkness do not stay and go slowly but it will go away. That’s why in the presence of God and his angels the darkness and the devil will be gone; otherwise they will be dead and destroyed.

When the light switched off the source of that energy is gone but the light photons and the energy of that light still linger on, it loses energy and they become invisible light I called it dark energy.

This dark energy almost 2 third of the universe is telling me that once the 2 third of the angels who are light fought and defeated ,those who followed the devil which was third of the angels ( falling angels) and that the dark matters was a result of the defeated negative energy.

I believe that one day human will discover that most of the dark energy is positive energy and dark light, darkened photons. And that the most of dark matter are in fact a negative energy sub particles. Some of those particles can turn on and off from positive to negative and vise versa. ( Steve Ramsey)

I had a dream once back in 1973 ,I dreamt that 2 angels came to me holding my hands one from each hand pulling me nicely and telling me that God want to talk to you . I was so afraid I told them please leave me but they took me and I saw a large cloud in the sky came and stood over us and then God spoke from behind the clouds and told me WHY I LEFT MY PRAYERS AND MY WORSHIP TO HIM? The sound was an amazing power with light and thunder coming from the cloud.

How you know God that I left my prayers? (I did stopped and quiet my worship and prayers to him for a while at that time).

I know everything, I see and hear everything, and the voice answered me.

Then they asked me to go back, so I ran so fast and jumped a fence and hide under a tree. When I look up at the tree I saw golden apples so I took one and put it in my pocket and kept going in this new garden.

My dad told me that it is my guilt and subconscious mind trying to tell you that I did something wrong and that I must go back to the prayers. My mother told me God truly can speak to us in a dream or other ways and she believe that it is God who said that. So went back to my prayers and worship until this day.

I asked my Mom how about the fence and the golden apple, she said jumping a fence means that I will travel and leave my country which I did and immigrated to Canada.

The golden apple she said it indicates success, and bountiful rewards are, apple also is a test of our faith, as Adam and Eve was tempted by it. Gold is glitter of life, and the jumping fence also means that I will pass my test and overcome all obstacles, my mother said. She was great dreams analyzer and she helps me to become one too.

In time I did overcome my Anxiety, fear, and self-doubt when I moved to Canada and started from scratch, learned the language and gained the experience and all the degrees I wanted to get and accomplished my dreams. Every time I feel sad and lonely I remember my mother and her advice, her protection and guidance and it made feel better and push back the dark forces as hope ,love and kindness is part of the positive light that push all the dark energy that overwhelm our thoughts and cloud our thinking .

I remembered my mother room and her small side table where she used to put her Holy book on the top and small dark stone in the second shelf. She used to say that the holy book is God light, God words, and the dark stone is represent our bad deeds ,our heart of stone ,and she reminded me that we must always go with the light ,and avoid the devil so we don’t be like him . In time about few years the dark stone became little white in color!

I asked my mother where is the dark stone. She said still in the same place!

No mom, this is white stone! I am looking for the dark one. My mother said after many days of prayers and worshipping God I hold the stone and send blessing to it, as the stone is part of God creation too.

In time when God accept your worship his blessings spells over everything and change it, that when you know you are increased in faith and you are in God side when you start changing yourself to be good things around you change too. Continue Reading →

Winners and losers

By now we know that Biden is won the election in the US, but Trump still in shock, denial, and refused the result! God is the one who make the plans, people are voting and the plan of the master will be the one that Guide the nation. The sore losers sometimes lose self-respect and in time they will recognize the grave danger of their behaviour and the people who died and will die as a result of this action.

After an election, people focus on who won and who lost. But, like all worldly events, the memory and significance of who won and lost fades over time. We may not care too much of what happened 100 years ago and in 100 years they may not care about us either. But what does matter for eternity is if we save or lose our souls.

The Winners

[Quran 9:71] The believing men and women are allies of one another. They advocate righteousness and forbid evil, they observe the Contact Prayers (Salat) and give the obligatory charity (Zakat), and they obey GOD and His messenger. These will be showered by GOD’s mercy. GOD is Almighty, Most Wise.

[Quran 39:15] “Therefore, if you worship whatever you wish besides Him.”  You will be the loser, Say, “The real losers are those who lose their souls, and their families, on the Day of Resurrection.” Most certainly, this is the real loss.

Do we want to be winners for eternity? What are we going to do today to be among the winners?

What are the main differences between “winners” and “losers”?

WINNERS ARE LOSERS

When you lose, you learn and that’s an important part of your psychological development. The biggest winners have lost the most times. This is because winners will get out of their comfort zone and takes risks. Winners actually make the most mistakes, but they learn from those mistakes, and that’s what gets them closer to winning. If you never put yourself out there, if you never take risks, if you’re not prepared to lose… you’ll never win! When the department I used to work in wanted to do something different I started introducing something new that help to generate money and i was in the process of learning and improving my skill curve, but as always the manager did not understand that this is new thing and that I am not Einstein ,so the manager started pointing fingers, and not facts and criticize every step until I got discouraged and stopped doing that specific exam .

The clerks were under lots of stress as the demands was high for that exam ,and they can not find anyone to do it , I was the only one who was able to do it and was  improving daily until it was too much red tapes , all the other workers have no clues about the exam and dont want to do it, so they lost the revenue and the person who was willing to do his best and start something new.

The department lost this revenue and lost those patients , and later I left them  and they have to train the techs to learn new skills and do the exams that in everybody interest and helping patients.

If you don’t know what you want, you cannot win in life. How can you measure your success if you haven’t set any goals? If you don’t know where you are going, you are just swimming around in circles. Winners are focused. They know what they want and, most importantly, they know why they want it. All the most successful people I’ve met in life have a big “why” behind everything they do. Know what you want and why you want it, and you will be half way to winning.

 WINNERS ALWAYS PLAY LIKE THEY ARE WINNING

 If you play like you have already lost, you literally cannot win. You must play like you are winning, even when you are technically behind. You never know what might happen.

Winners don’t play like they are losing, nor do they let the past define them. Winners don’t look backward. Many people get put down in life, even bullied. Those who are able to shake off the past and keep moving forward are winners. Those who let their past define them, believing they don’t deserve to win simply because of how badly someone else has treated them, only lose again if they can’t get out of that self-loathing mindset. You have to address whatever is holding you back and break free of your past.

When you have high self-worth, you believe you are worth investing in. I have spoken to many people who say they want to improve their lives, but are not willing to invest in the education and tools that would help them. I’ve always invested money in my own development and education, and I’ve seen great results.

 WINNERS PRACTICE PATIENTLY

When you allow yourself to fail, you learn. Winners do not expect to achieve something without practice. They practice patiently; they take the time to practice. I always get frustrated by people who come to Trading College with a get-rich-quick attitude; I have to explain to them that it takes a lot of time, practice and patience to get good at trading.

You cannot have a big ego if you want to be a winner because your ego will be crushed when you lose like what you see with Trump, and, going right back to the first point… WINNERS ARE LOSERS!

You have to leave your ego at the door if you want to win in life, or you will never get past your first loss.It is ok to go throw the Shock, Denile, and Anger but you have to remember that people are waiting and thier life will be in danger if you dont get on with it and let the past go and then focus on the future. each period of shock and denial has time limit but anger issue might stay with you for long time if you dont conduct yourself in a professional manor and let go.

Deuteronomy 31;6 “Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.”

Colossians 3;23-24“Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for human masters,  since you know that you will receive an inheritance from the Lord as a reward. It is the Lord Christ you are serving.”

2 timothy 2;5 “Similarly, anyone who competes as an athlete does not receive the victor’s crown except by competing according to the rules.”

Philippians 2;3  “Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit. Rather, in humility value others above yourselves.”

Psalm 139 -24 “Search me, God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts.  See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.”

Life is too short to be angry all the time.People who let thier anger define them and linger in the anger for more than usual have no emotional intelligence, it is ok to be angry but you have to come with the term of your lost. You have to be polite, respectful.kind, and recognize that if you lost a battle it doesn’t mean that you lost the war. You have to change your course and direction, make new strategy and adopts to new tactics. True leader dont elinetae but unify . Continue Reading →

Chemistry of human attraction

One of my blog readers asked me a question about human chemistry, and attraction? And why his beautiful friends Connie like him as a friend and not more than that?

He added that she told him many time that she have no romantic feeling toward him and can’t do more than to be a friend, He love her so very much and asked me what to do. I found myself digging into the books, history and the human psychology in the holly books and this is my answer.

The true love should be directed to God only, and all other loves are of the flesh, lust, temptation or to make a foundation of a family and partnership. To be a partner in any situation you must have similar likes and dislike, same goal, and personality that attract to each other throw mutual respect, dignity, compassion, and of course romantic feeling if the partnership was for marriage or love. We are attracted to vibration throw looks, sound, behaviors, and statue.

She might not like the way you look, maybe you are overweight or not in shape, maybe she don’t like your teeth or part of your body part, maybe she done like your personality or political ideology. She or he has made their mind about the person who wants to be with.

In the animal Kingdom, birds, fish, and insects, the male goes through many difficulties to attract the female, you see the male species more beautiful , have gorgeous feathers, and colors, beautiful sound and voice . Or strong body, big horns, good fighters, etc.

The idea is to stand out in the crowd, to be the prime among the rest. This is also true in the human specious. The only different that some human select those who are kind, generous, helpful, faithful, truthful, handyman, good father image, and then they look after other sexual points.

Using The miracle of Quran and Torah and its numerical value of 137 as a “coupling constant” between Quran, Torah and science, delves into the cutting-edge theories of modern physics, such as complementarity, uncertainty, the expanding universe, entanglement and CPT symmetry to reveal their miracle significance exploring elements of the standard model of physics through the prism of the holy books that reveals a complete spectrum of insights into both realms – and even suggests new avenues for scientific investigation.

How do 137 determine human lifespan and couple the body with the soul to give life? How does this relate to the role of women in society, the power of communication and the power of music and chemistry? I will write about this subject soon.

The chemistry you are talking about in science term is the scientific discipline involved with elements and compounds composed of atoms, molecules and ions: their composition, structure, properties, behavior and the changes they undergo during a reaction with other substances.

This is true when a female look at you, she look into your eyes, smiles and lean toward you and that is attraction for starters. They will check your feeling and disciplines, your body is the atom, your personality and attitude is the inner ions, as many ladies do not like a rude men and men with bad attitude. Then they look into your work, what you do and what they will feel when they are with you, do you make them feel important, wanted, romantic, loved, satisfied, number one, faithful to them.

Or do you lie, show no interests, lazy, and have bad behaviors and addictions. They want a man who can communicate and give them time and share feeling and most importantly a great listener .Otherwise if you don’t fit they will feel that the relationship will drift away, or they will be living with you in a nutshell. Many women assume something based on previous relationship and they do not give a chance to someone who is trying so hard to win her heart. The best thing is to let go and be a friend as the attraction is not solid for her and she do not feel any vibration and connection to you. Continue Reading →

Envy is the prison of the spirit

Quran miracle showed that the bible 72 demon of King Solomon is also in one of the Quran chapter.

The 72nd chapter of the Quran entitled AL-Jinn (The Jinn.

In the Bible King Solomon managed in God help to captured and put to his service 72 of those jinn / demons, along with their legions as each of those jinn have 600 to 6000 legion under their order.  Each having multiple legions each legion is 6000 lesser demons.

The jinn are said to be creatures with free will, created from ‘smokeless fire’ by God  According to the Quran, jinn have free choice, and Satan used this freedom in front of God by refusing to bow to Adam when God  commanded him to do so.

 By refusing to obey God’s order he was thrown out of the Paradise and called “Shaitan” (Satan). In the Quran, jinn are frequently mentioned and the Surah (chapter) number 72 of the Quran is called Al-Jinn (the Jinn). This chapter is entirely about the jinn (evil and demons)

Surah (Chapter) 27:17
God said that he; gathered to Solomon his army of jinn, humans and birds; gathered and dispersed.

In general, Jinn are mentioned 36 times in the Quran.   And in the bible LUKE 8; 36 s a verse talking about a man who was possessed with a devil .and how that Jesus managed to cast the demon out in the name of God. So the number 36 is half of 72.  Demon number 36 in the list of nabi Sulaiman is called Stoles (Stolas) he is one of demons prince.

Sorat Yā Sīn (also Yaseen; Arabic 🙂 is the 36th sūrah of the Quran. It has 83 verses (āyāt). It is used among other ayaat to get rid of bad jinn, cleansing demons.

Look the beauty of Quran using all chapters and verses and sometimes echo what the bible was saying in same mathematical order.

King Solomon true name was Jedidiah, the ‘friend of God’ but was
later made Shelomo, Solomon, and the ‘King of Peace,’ because of the peace that prevailed during the greater part of his reign.

And other names he had also: Ben,

It is written that at the time Solomon began the building of the Temple, Assaf, the Wazir of Solomon, complained that someone was stealing precious jewels from his rooms, and from other courtiers as well. Even the royal treasury was not immune. Now Assaf was also renowned for his wisdom and knew that no ordinary thief could have done these deeds. ‘Some evil spirit causes this mischief,’ he counseled the King.

Solomon then prayed fervently to God to deliver the wicked spirit into his hands for punishment. At once his prayer was answered. The archangel Michael appeared before the King, and put into his hand the mightiest power that ever was or shall be in this world a small, golden ring, inset with a seal of engraved stone. It has Iron and copper sides and Golden ring with the sacred name of God.

And Michael said: ‘Take this ring, O Solomon King, son of
David, the gift which the Lord God hath sent unto thee. Wear this ring, and all the demons of the earth, both male and female, thou wilt command.’

Now, many medieval sources claim that the pentalpha, or
pentacle, the ancient sign of sorcery, was engraved on the ring, because Solomon was said to have been a master of the magic arts. But the pentacle is older than Solomon,
first seen on pottery from Ur of the Chaldees, in ancient Babylon. Continue Reading →

Fear anxiety and romance

Fear is one of the enemy’s most popular weapons that he uses against us. Worry, anxiety, fear…can overwhelm us with a thick shadow of darkness, controlling our every move and decision

[The holy Quran 10-62 mentioned that ‘Absolutely, GOD’s allies have nothing to fear, nor will they grieve. You can find similar thing in the Bible

[Quran 10:63] They are those who believe and lead a righteous life.
[Quran 10:64] For them, joy and happiness in this world, as well as in the Hereafter, This is GOD’s unchangeable law. Such is the greatest triumph.

The biggest problem in the world today is that people do not know who they are. Consequently, they have their priorities mixed up. You like someone so very much and you can fight the world for her but she or he does not like you because they don’t feel romantic enough. They don’t understand that Romance alone doesn’t guarantee you successful marriage and love, as it is LUST.

When the lust gone the men will drift away and leave you in a nice way, divorce after divorce and it is all the same multiple partners and boyfriends failed marriage and relationships all in the name of romance and then they will give an excuse to each situation like we drifted away, I felt in a nutshell, he is not hot and romantic enough, I underestimate his family or children, he is drinking now and gamboling, he don’t have time for me and so on.

Or they assume because you are from this or that culture you are not good fit and they stereo type you .It all about fear and anxiety after lust. True love is very hard to find and sometimes it is right in front of your eyes, so close to you but he or she decided to make you just a friend!

 If you ask the average person who they are, they look in the mirror. But this body is a vanishing garment. Yet, most people spend their entire life on the body–going to school, working hard, earning a lot of money. Meanwhile the real person, the soul, goes hungry. Hungry for love, true love and spiritual growth not spiritually bankrupt.  If we fail to heed our Creator and starve our souls, we eventually lose it. And this is the real loss, an eternal loss (Quran 7:9, 39:15).

That’s why it is better not to fallow your lust and temptations as most the human follow their sexual organs and not their heart and brain.

How do we feed our souls and become truly happy in this world and the Hereafter? The answer is by believing and leading a righteous life (Quran 6:158, 10:62-64). God has given us great gifts to grow our souls–the religious duties, including the 5 daily Contact Prayers (Salat).Yet you can learn to love and have great admiration to those who you don’t feel romantic with.

2 Timothy 1:7 For God gave us a spirit not of fear but of power and love and self-control.

You can have a person pray for you, if you have fear and the spirit of fear will go. However, when this spirit comes back to ‘check you out’, and you were never taught how to fight the fight of faith and resist the spirit of fear, oftentimes the fear will come back. This happens because you will think, “the prayer did not work, I must be doing something wrong. God did not answer my prayer, etc.

May God help us be aware of who we are, so that we spend our time growing our true self–the soul?

So much crazy going on around us today – wars, conflicts, persecution, violence, crime, natural disasters, terrorism, economic uncertainty, unemployment, divisions, China virus, disease, and death. We fear for our children’s future, we fear for our families, we fear for our financial future, we fear for our safety. The list goes on…long. There actually is a lot we could potentially worry about.

Yet reality tells us that so much of what we spend our time worrying about never even happens. Living under the weight of the “what if’s” is a hard place to dwell. 

If you focus and follow those who truly love you and can support you  things will be changed ,Change happened. Anxious thoughts began to diminish. Worry let go of its constant grip. And though fear is sometimes still there, it no longer wields control, holding you back, paralyzing you in its grasp, and romance will happen too. But we are society of monkeys , copy cats, people tell you and you believe , you live your life looking for romance and forget true love because your friends said this or that and they tell you that it’s all about chemistry and sparks ( lust).

It’s not always easy, and it often comes down to a choice: 

Choosing not to allow fear and anxiety to control your life. 
Choosing to guard your heart, and to follow temptations, addictions and lust.
Choosing to focus your mind on what is true in the midst of uncertain times.

We might still feel afraid, but we can believe that God is with us. We may not be in control, but we can trust the One who is. We may not know the future, but we can know the God who does.

 “So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God.  I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.” Isaiah 41:10
 “When I am afraid, I put my trust in you.” Psalm 56; 3  
 Do not be anxious about anything but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving; present your requests to God.  And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in God name” Philippians 4; 6-7.
 “For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind.” ~2 Timothy 1;7
 “There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love.”1 John 4; 18  
 “An anxious heart weighs a man down, but a kind word cheers him up.” Proverbs 12; 25
“Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will Fear no evil, for you God are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.”Psalm 23; 4
“Do not worry about your life, what you will eat; or about your body, what you will wear.  Life is more than food, and the body more than clothes.  Consider the ravens: They do not sow or reap, they have no storeroom or barn; yet God feeds them. And how much more valuable you are than birds!  Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?  Since you cannot do this very little thing, why do you worry about the rest?” Luke 12; 22-26.

From this verse Buddhists born and follow the kind life ,but that doesn’t mean you stop planning, saving and prepare for the future . Continue Reading →